Vancouver, WA; Uppityx9@cs.com
1947 / Class of 2001 / Type: Kappa LC / Last update: 9/02
I was diagnosed with Kappa Light Chain Myeloma in Oct 2001. While watching my
6 year old at a skating lesson, I experienced a heart flutter. Normally, I
wouldn't go to the doctor for something so "trivial", but something made me go
that day. Labs were drawn during my visit, which showed me to be in renal
failure with a creatinine of 3.3 and suffering anemia with an HCT of 9.5. A
referral was made to the kidney specialist. At that visit they began to discuss
transplant as though I knew what renal failure meant. They also ordered more
Just as I was reading everything in sight about renal failure, I received a
call from the Nephrologist. "You have an M protein spike and we need to refer
you to the oncologist". I had never heard of a monoclonal protein and quickly
went to the internet. Multiple Myeloma was a distinct possibility.
When I went to the oncology appointment she said "I'm pretty sure you have
Multiple Myeloma and we are doing a bone marrow to confirm". I began to cry. No
one there seemed to care.
I went home and did my homework starting at www.multiplemyeloma.org. The
people there put me in touch with several front-line researchers. I was amazed
at how available these hardworking doctors were. They explained that current
research is focused on a biologic "attack" of Myeloma cells as opposed to
conventional chemo. If you make the "Myeloma neighborhood" an unfriendly place,
the Myeloma cells cannot survive. I was encouraged by the quality of research
was being done to combat Multiple Myeloma.
After the diagnosis was confirmed, I asked the doctor to begin a Thal/Dex
regime. No, she said VAD is the only way to go. I tried to explain to her and
gave her a file filled with journal articles. She refused to consider these
"unproven treatments". I explained that I had just been diagnosed with an
illness that when treated conventionally is almost always (if not always) fatal.
I said I was willing to take the risk as the reading I had done and the
information from researchers was quite encouraging. "No" she said, we won't be
going in that direction. So, exhausted and frightened I gave in, got a central
line, and began VAD. With this therapy, I lost my hair, was nauseated and tired,
and ended up in the hospital with "chemo induced pneumonia". But...I responded
and achieved a "complete response".
I began to look for other doctors who would be willing to learn about and try
newer therapies. After 2 false starts and refusal of prednisone maintenance, I
finally found a doc who had done part of her residency at the Dana Farber
Institute. I asked her to call them for suggestions on maintenance. She did, and
I started Aredia infusions once a month plus 50mg of Thalidomide daily.
I am still in complete response and learning all I can about PS-341, Revamid,
Genesense and other promising meds in clinical trial for when I relapse. I am
hoping that I can avoid transplant by entering a good trial.
I've learned that most docs don't understand Multiple Myeloma. I've learned
that a person has to educate themselves and advocate for themselves or risk
being caught on the short end of the 3 year median survival. I've learned that
most of the docs where I was being treated (Kaiser) have a very matter of fact
way of telling you you have an aggressive cancer and have no skills in dealing
with your reaction. I've learned that attitude and nutrition are important
variables in treatment. I've learned that life is fragile and we better make the
most out of every single day we have.
June 2002: Yesterday I was feeling really happy because all my labs
were normal (for the first time since diagnosis) with the exception of my
creatinine which was 1.8 (that is good for me). The best news was that after
being on Thalidomide, my beta 2 microglobulin had dropped significantly. As the
b2m is being considered for a staging criteria and is used prognostically...
that was great news.
Today, however, the world isn't quite so rosy. I called for the results of my
urine electrophoresis and the dreaded M protein is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack,
albeit at a low level, but back nonetheless. It is interesting to note that
w/light chain disease you can have perfectly normal serum levels, but still have
M protein detected in your urine. Lots of docs don't know this, mine didn't
because she had told me we didn't need to follow the urine while I was in
remission. After reading in a journal article about the importance of screening
for M protein in the urine for "light chain people," I remembered I had a
standing order for a 24 hour urine so I did one and took it to the lab. The
doctor only ordered the serum (which was negative) and it should be an
interesting conversation at tomorrow's appointment.
Sometimes I get really tired of having to figure everything out. Still all in
all, my Dr is really OK because she isn't afraid to consult with people like Dr
Durie or Dr Anderson. But it sure would be nice to know that things were always
done correctly or that diagnostics were 100% accurate. I've learned so much
about medicine since I have been sick. The best I can say is that there is no
certainty around anything... it must drive the docs as crazy as it drives me. My
Myeloma is rather atypical in that at diagnosis I only had 8.5 % plasma cells in
the BM, no lytic lesions, and very small amounts of M protein in my blood and
urine. Still the diagnosis was made due to some binucleated plasma cells, my
anemia, and my kidney failure.
For the past several weeks, I've been experiencing significant edema. I'm
unclear as to whether it is a result of Thal or Aredia since both can have the
side effect. My Thal dose is a maintenance (50mg) and pretty low so I tend to
lean more toward it being the bisphosphonate. I don't think it really matters to
me in reality. It is annoying, but certainly not enough to make me give up
either med. I do miss my ankle bones, however. Funny how vanity slips away when
you have MM. I can remember when I would spend hours at the hairdresser or diet
if I gained a few pounds. Now I'm just glad I have hair ( it is starting to grow
back) and I eat things that are healthy without worrying about what I weigh.
Perspective... Recently, have been experiencing a lot of bone pain especially
in my hands when I wake up in the morning. Additionally it is difficult to walk
after sitting for any length of time. I can't bend over anymore and that is
distressing... I never realized how much bending we do in the course of daily
living. I left work early today. I was tearful when I heard the news that the
dreaded M protein had returned. I'm fighting like hell to stay alive at least
until my child graduates high school. I'm a single parent (adopted this child)
and worry so about what will happen to my girl if I die before she can take care
of herself. I'm a therapist by profession so I spend a lot of time trying to
deal with my fears and my anger. I think it is important for all of us with MM
to keep fighting the good fight and allow ourselves time to grieve the
"normalcy" we all took for granted before we were diagnosed.
I'll try to update this board on a regular basis. I know reading all the
other stories has helped me immensely and I hope that my input can help someone
else. That is what it is all about, isn't it? We are here to support each other
and learn from each other.
September, 2002: I am feeling very "achy" and no one can figure out
why. I get a lot of "I don't knows" about a lot of things lately. I still have
no discernible lytic lesions (and that is good), but I would like an MRI because
I read that it can pick up lesions the X rays can't. The doctor doesn't think it
is necessary. The doctor doesn't live in my body trying to work full time (to
provide and maintain my insurance) and raise a 7 year old with no energy and
When last I wrote my M protein by urine electrophoresis had spiked. It went
back to not detectable for a month and then to 0.1g last month (same spike as in
June. I don't know what to make of this erratic stuff.
I am still on Zometa and Thal (50mg/day) as maintenance. My blood counts have
been normal for about 6 months. Just that nasty on again off again M protein in
the urine...pesky! The doctor couldn't explain it (none in the blood small
amount in urine) so I researched it and ran across an article by Dr Durie in
which he stated this was common in light chain myeloma. When I told her, she
seemed to agree.
I was heartened by a statement made by Dr Anderson (of The Dana Farber)
recently. He said he felt it highly likely that multiple myeloma would obtain
chronic disease status in two years or so. Let's hope Dr A know what he is
I've been reliving my life a lot in the past several weeks. So much of it is
satisfying along with several major boo boos which changed its course
dramatically. So I've started a journal for my little girl. It's a history of
how decision making can enhance or degrade your life. I hope she gleans some
good skill from it.
Still trying to honor Ghandi by becoming that which I wish to see more
of...its a definite process!
Take care of yourselves and find your answers.